Upvote Shame...

So.. I've been feeling shame lately, and it is because of upvoting, I see alot of posts saying either side of the argument, but the don't self up-vote crowd seems louder, so I've been really conflicted about upvoting.. flipping on either side of the argument nearly hourly... some of my posts are up-voted.. some not..
http://www.steemreports.com/outgoing-votes-info/?account=sn0n&days=365

but then i look at things like..
http://www.steemreports.com/outgoing-votes-info/?account=jerrybanfield&days=365
http://www.steemreports.com/outgoing-votes-info/?account=exyle&days=365

and I don't feel soo bad about stealing pennies from the pile.. up-vote on guys with smaller amounts of steem.. its picking up pennies off the ground..