Been down a bit the last day or so... I don't know if it's the tail end of this cold kicking my ass, or if it's home relationships and work relationships adding extra stress from various sources or what.... But I've been feeling alone and isolated, despite the opposite being true....
And I guess what I feel it may be, is...
My inner dialog is just fed up with society, starting with lack of mutual respect for one another on the most basic of levels.... Society is wearing me down, and I feel I may just throw in the crown and hide from it all... But I don't want to be that guy who just says fuck it all and runs to the mountains to be a hermit. I want to stay, face the problems and work on solutions for all.... But then I remember a culture that promotes "she need saving" or whatever that "hip" song was a few years ago. Noone in my life it feels to me has any real goals for the future, everyone is just "enjoying today" and enjoying being idle, and chasing shinies as they come up ... It's just disappointing.
Anyways, tomorrow is a better day, maybe I'll witness a miracle.

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